mE

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

holidays and mirc

it was nice for me to get to know new people... been onlining and chatting at night in irc. it was fun to know more people, to know their sadness and their happiness. somehow i think it's easier and more comfortable to relate something to a stranger. so irc was something i had back home... :) to chat and chat about anything...

there were these few people which i got to know in irc during the holidays... and i hope things will be fine for us because i think they are nice... pleasant and there is this comfort when chatting with them!!

holidays and friends

this holiday was somewhat a bit different from my previous holidays. got to meet some of my closest friends. it is fun knowing that this fella is going to leave for germany soon. i really can't wait for him to fly off!! coz this fella actually promised that he will bear all the costs if i go over there to visit him! quite a nice deal eh? :p

there wasn't anything much besides that. all the other fellas were done enjoying their holidays when i got home. so i didn't met much friends back home. being the silent one among them, i enjoyed their company :) it's not easy to describe how i feel... it's some sort of gratitude that i have to them. some sort of appreciation. i dunno how to put it in words :p but it was fun... those yum char nights and chats i had.

and i planned to meet this friend of mine on my way back to kl. i wasn't sure about the plan because i didn't know how to get to her workplace and she was working at that time. of course the main reason for me to meet her is she is the first friend of mine which is already working. i just wanted to see how she is and some catching up. well, i found my way to her workplace alright. but it was so damn big i didn't even know which department she was working at that time. some 'front desk' thingy? i don't know what it actually meant so i looked at the front desks. nope, she wasn't there. couldn't get through her phone too... she was already working at the time i reached. so the only thing i gained from the trip was the knowledge to get to her workplace :p it's not a wasted trip! :p

so my time with my friends was very short. holidays and friends don't come together for me. stress and friends would go along fine :p holidays make me tired, lethargic, sien... so i seldom take the trouble to contact them during my holidays unless i wanna meet them... and stress reminds me bout my friends... to look for comfort from them :) that's how they do, and do not go together :p

holidays and family

it was (and still is) very relaxing to be home. very soothing. it's nice to catch up with my family. somehow i met most of my aunts and uncles. not that i have much to talk with them but just meeting them is enough for me. and reunion of family members means makan, makan and more makan!! i was really stuffed like a pig back home. gained some extra kgs but i'm sure i can shed it off here.

i didn't know how much i miss my family until i went home... but one thing worrying me is the financial state of my family, and the tension between them. no, i'm not from a broken family but there ought to be some arguments and stuff like that... a lot of things going on at home and i hope things will be fine...

the only thing i did at home was clean, clean and clean more. i think i've done my spring cleaning (but i haven't clean my room yet!!) cleaned the house, everyday chores, as usual. i think i enjoyed it. at least i had a stress-free work :p and also some work for the school... yea... some paper works. it isn't exactly easy to be a teacher!

so, i had a great time seeing my family back home. even though i didn't say it, but i think they know how happy i was to be home, and how sad i was to come back here :p

back~

it's been a whole three weeks... but i feel like i just went back yesterday... holidays wasn't enough for sure. somehow i feel that this break is far too short... but then i heard people whining and complaining about the 'long' holidays... heheh maybe they already enjoyed too much before the exams!!

so now that i'm back, more post will be coming up... i have to post everything up before my housemate comes back and regain control over his pc!